We’ve updated our Terms of Use to reflect our new entity name and address. You can review the changes here.
We’ve updated our Terms of Use. You can review the changes here.

music

by gillian schnurr

/
  • Streaming + Download

    Includes high-quality download in MP3, FLAC and more. Paying supporters also get unlimited streaming via the free Bandcamp app.
    Purchasable with gift card

      name your price

     

1.
remember discovering that words felt good? and if i wrote them down you could read my book i was brighter then i got darker now let's get light again this is the oldest i've been yet this is as young as we're gonna get remember wandering down where the train tracks crossed? not caring where we went, we can't get lost the world was smaller then it's much bigger now let's go back again this is the oldest i've been yet this is as young as we're gonna get the world is a delicate dumb show so if you love me let me know
2.
christ-like 05:07
do the things you usually do and i'll take care of you learn to live your christ-like life i'll cut you with my knife i'll cut you, my christ-like lover no, i won't go so slow i'll cut you with my knife i'll cut you, my christ-like lover as stupid as your passion is, i'm jealous that you even feel a bit i'm like a robot crunching numbers in my fucking head the mystery that your intuition is you read me like a book, it makes me sick as stupid as your passion is, i'm jealous that you even give a shit i'm like a robot crunching numbers in my fucking head
3.
hello there the angel from my nightmare the shadow in the background of the morgue the unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley we can live like jack and sally if we want you can always find me we'll have halloween on christmas and in the night we'll wish this never ends wish this never ends i miss you i miss you where are you? i'm so sorry i cannot sleep i cannot dream tonight i need somebody always this sixth strange darkness comes creeping on so haunting every time as i stared i counted the webs from all the spiders catching things and eating their insides like indecision to call you and hear your voice of treason will you come home and stop this pain tonight stop this pain tonight don't waste your time on me you're already the voice inside my head
4.
marry me, jeremy you're smart and you're funny you deserve a girl like me marry me, jeremy i will make you happy i'm looking for a guy like you you're kind and magical i'm so sick and cynical i wish that i was your bride instead i'm only tongue-tied marry me, jeremy you're tall and you're handsome could you love a girl like me? marry me, jeremy though you're no good at dancing i'm looking for a guy like you he's kind and magical i'm so sick and cynical i wish i was your bride instead i'm only tongue-tied marry me, jeremy you're smart and you're funny you deserve a girl like me marry me, jeremy i could make you happy i'm looking for a guy like you i'm looking for a guy like you
5.
nova girl 02:37
got the time from a nova girl there's a ticking clock behind those eyelids eyelids got the weights of an aching world got a place to stand but i can't focus focus stole a line from a nova girl put it in my song we heard like young kids young kids take the pain of an ancient world eyes smiling wide hers shine like diamonds diamonds
6.
kite day 03:16
kite day kindly alone shyly together smiling and stoned are you small or just far away? hotel smashed to the gills it came crashing like waves it's dispassion that kills are you playing or just hard to get? you'd love anything anything anything and anyone everything everything everything knife fight the flickering glow if the night gets too sloppy you'd stop me i know was i scared or just unprepared? to love anything anything anything or anyone everything everything everything
7.
we met on the subway and that part was easy we knew it was ending you wouldn't believe me i knew someone like that he moved to the city toronto is okay paris seems prettier
8.
hold me in the garden for all time hold me like the past and i'll leave this behind me hold me like a future waits for us for all your indecision i just have to trust you the happy way you're always wrong about the poison in your dart stubborn thing, you're always wrong about the reasons for your hard heart that had you running my way that had me taking it slow that had you running my way that had me taking it slow stop me in the garden, truth or dare i'll be near but i'll be over there stop me like it's moving way too fast hold me like i'm dumb and you don't have to ask me stubborn thing, you're always wrong about the science of your stars stubborn thing, you're always wrong about the reasons for your hard heart that had you running my way that had me taking it slow that had you running my way that had me taking it slow
9.
phoebe, majoring in philosophy tell me what you think about socrates tell me how he’d fix the economy tell me what you think about tell me what you think about tell me what you think about me phoebe, lost at the university tell me what you think about everything tell me, who’s your favourite philosopher: schopenhauer, hegel, or heidegger? tell me what he’d think about tell me what he’d think about tell me what he’d think about me tell me what you think about (i don't wanna say) tell me what you think about (i don't wanna say) tell me what you think about me (i don't wanna say) phoebe told me once on shrooms she broke into a petting zoo phoebe showed me where the peacocks roost "splendid," i said, "splendid, now that is being alive…" phoebe, majoring in philosophy meet me in the courtyard and read to me tell me what you feel about all you see tell me how you feel about (i don't wanna say) tell me how you feel about (i don't wanna say) tell me how you feel about me (i don't wanna say) tell me what to think about (i don't wanna say) tell me what to think about (i don't wanna say) tell me what you think about me (i don't wanna say) phoebe has a boyfriend all the good ones do phoebe thinks I’m interesting
10.
tiger, tiger 03:29
tiger, tiger burning bright in the forests of the night what immortal hand or eye could frame thy fearful symmetry? in what distant deeps or skies burned the fire of thine eyes? on what wings dare he aspire? what the hand dare seize the fire? and what shoulder? and what art could twist the sinews of thy heart? when they heart began to beat what dread hand and what dread feet? da da ha ha ha what the hammer? what the chain? in what furnace was they brain? what the anvil? what dread grasp dare its deadly terrors clasp? when the stars thew down their spears and watered heaven with their tears did he smile, his work to see? did he who made the lamb make thee? da da ha ha ha tiger, tiger burning bright in the forests of the night what immortal hand or eye did frame thy fearful...?
11.
fly like paper get high like planes if you catch me at the border i got visas in my name if you come around here i make em all day i'll get one down in a second if you wait sometimes i think sitting on trains every stop i get to i'm clocking that game everyone's a winner, we're making our fame bona fide hustler making my name all i wanna do is take your money pirate skulls and bones sticks and stones and weed and bombs running when we hit em lethal poison for the system no one on the corner has swagger like us hit me on my burner prepaid wireless we pack and deliver like ups trucks already going hell just pumping that gas all i wanna do is take your money
12.
don't you think it's funny that the sea just wants the city that moon just wants the ocean to reflect and just be pretty i will teach you how to sing if you will teach me how to sew i will kiss you like a traffic jam that's going somewhere slowly don't you think it's magic how the night can get romantic how the lighting's kinda perfect you're reflecting off the surface and i wish that i was strong then i would carry you away i wish that i was brave enough to mean the things i say you jumped off of a mountain just to prove to me you love me and the hurricane is coming for us all if we're not lucky i will teach you how to duck if you could warn me on the phone don't be sad you're not special be glad you are not alone
13.
put down your phone i want to talk to you put on a smile put on your shoes let's go so if and when you open your eyes i'll be right in front you so if and when you you open your eyes you'll be right in front of me
14.
used to be one of the rotten ones and i liked you for that used to be one of the rotten ones and i liked you for that used to be one of the rotten ones and i liked you for that now you're all gone, got your makeup on and you're not coming back can't you come back? used to be one of the rotten ones and i liked you for that used to be one of the rotten ones and i liked you for that used to be one of the rotten ones and i liked you for that now you're all gone, got your makeup on and you're not coming back bleaching your teeth, smiling flash talking trash under your breath bleaching your teeth, smiling flash talking trash under your breath bleaching your teeth, smiling flash talking trash under your breath bleaching your teeth, smiling flash talking trash under my window park that car, drop that phone, sleep on the floor and dream about me park that car, drop that phone, sleep on the floor and dream about me park that car, drop that phone, sleep on the floor and dream about me park that car, drop that phone, sleep on the floor and dream about me used to be one of the rotten ones and i liked you for that now you're all gone, got your makeup on and you're not coming back
15.
you walk like an egyptian and you talk like ashley olsen and you dress like kim kardashian you gotta make those fashion statements your favourite show's a mystery you watch whatever's on tv you waltzed onto the balcony to exhibit your favourite outfit and i'm surprised you're not disguised as me

about

2011-2014
london, oakville, toronto

credits

released November 3, 2014

license

all rights reserved

tags

about

gillian schnurr Toronto, Ontario

contact / help

Contact gillian schnurr

Streaming and
Download help

Report this album or account

If you like gillian schnurr, you may also like: